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i love my eye candies<3

Friday, July 22, 2005

it happened too fast,
alot of crying
and goodbyes.
i dont like things like this.
i dont mind missing my comp but i dont see the point
just like i predicted
we didnt do nothing today
it was ivp finals. and i missed it
its not so much the points
just the effort and time i put in
its alot
the sacrifices
all gone down the drain
OVER NOTHING
reallyreally wanted to cry
you have no idea how much i wanna be there
for ivp and for qing
wtf
i abandoned my best friend over nothing
she has to do it alone
im selfsih
or rather someone else is
i held my tears back
and saved them for other reasons
i really dont see the point anymore
you guys are just liers that keep lying over and over again
you never understand me
NEVER WILL if this keeps going on
i really want to hate you
i cant bring myself to
i'd be selfish if i did
im trying not to
im tempted to
why do you have to make me feel like im in hell?
you dont see how much this competition means to me?
thanks nuch for taking my place
thaks qing for not minding..you always do so much for me man. thanks(:
thanks gracia for comforts
thanks to no one else
or maybe you? for making me miss it for a day doing nothing
you could have let me go after that ya'know
but noo.you insist i stay
it isnt fair
you always want your way
you know how much effort is lost?
ITS ALL GONE
you rather believe other ppl than me
its ok
im immune to it
its always the case isnt it?
i know you sacrificed alot
so have i
but you know this competition is so impt to me
do i have to keep repeating myself?
no i dont
you'll never understand me anyway
in your eyes, its just an insignifficant competition that you see no point in me joining
im tired.
i wanna go home
you don even understand MY meaning of home.
but thats not important is it?
sweet goodbyes.i miss you guys over there alot.sorry qing..all the best! i'll be there..dont worry:) im there just that you cant see me:)
i have faith in you, you'll win over the judges hearts wont you? will you beeg eyes and sweet smile..and of course our super pro and sahweet looking prototype.
love ya..jia you


you claimed you love me but its all a lie; you never understood me; never will


1:52 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

oh yea i forgot!
NABILAHHHH!
jia you for the competition!
don think i can make it tho=(
i wrote u a nice jia you note but couldnt find you
sorry darlinkk
i'll give you tmr.
jia you!
believe in yourself! cos we believe in you too!
you always stand by me at all times
its my turn now okayy!
i lovee you!
thanks for everything!
you rule!
i love you darling
do your best yeah
AND DONT GIVE UP!
vanny loves nana!<3<3


2:34 PM

haaa! yayye im 14! whoopeee!
when i was young i thought presents were the most impt thing..but now i realise its actually your friends? THANKS GRACIA! tho i alrd noe, but that was really sweet! tho he din turn up..haha.
thanks to everyone who made my day yesterday..that was reallly sahhweeet!
the brownie thing nush? THANKS DARL!
receieved so many smses and random calls yesterday and huggs!! and testis..whoowhee..hahas.
thanks yammi and vicky for the picture! and the post! I LOVEE YOU!
heh.i still miss oliver..
get well soon kelly!
ily you guys!*mwahhh!


2:26 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

haha today i fell during pe! hehe! so fun! pain is fun! blood is fun! OMG SO WEIRD.haha..i spairned my ankle and injured my knee cap..haha it wasnt pain luh! then mr ong was like :"THIS IS ALCOHOL FILLED!" then i started screaming..then he was like :"ooups shun have said that." >.< haha then it was like superduper pain pls..he wiped the thing across my leg..then he had to hold me down! omg so embarrassing pls.
then nuch and grace started to tell me (or rather scare) me that if my leg gets infected i have to be hospitalised..then i was like SHUT! haha! so funny!
but its okayy now..just an incy weency cut..its not even pain, other than the alcohol thing..OOUCH..
i miss oliverr!
hehe yayy birthday tmr! hehehe..
not reallylooking forward to it..cant be bothered! hehe! i just want a cheesecake!
im crazyyyy!
hehe going to coro to collect phots..YEAH MAN CANT WAIT! i forgot his face alrd pls.


3:06 PM

haha today i fell during pe! hehe! so fun! pain is fun! blood is fun! OMG SO WEIRD.haha..i spairned my ankle and injured my knee cap..haha it wasnt pain luh! then mr ong was like :"THIS IS ALCOHOL FILLED!" then i started screaming..then he was like :"ooups shun have said that." >.< haha then it was like superduper pain pls..he wiped the thing across my leg..then he had to hold me down! omg so embarrassing pls.
then nuch and grace started to tell me (or rather scare) me that if my leg gets infected i have to be hospitalised..then i was like SHUT! haha! so funny!
but its okayy now..just an incy weency cut..its not even pain, other than the alcohol thing..OOUCH..
i miss oliverr!
hehe yayy birthday tmr! hehehe..
not reallylooking forward to it..cant be bothered! hehe! i just want a cheesecake!
im crazyyyy!
hehe going to coro to collect phots..YEAH MAN CANT WAIT! i forgot his face alrd pls.


3:06 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

i miss oliver sooo freaking muccchhhh! i miss carrying him, missing his cheeky smile, missing his ccute voicce..
arrgh how can i be sooo in love with someone that is younger than me?
anw took soo many piccs with him..haha his dad is so furnie..
cchia yao im telling you if u dare lay ur finger on him ur so dead..
OLIVER IS SOOOO ADORABLEEEEE!
aww man don leave..
i cried..
im gonna visit jakarta just to see him at the ned of year..hah! yayye..I LOVE HIS ROOM PLS..so much nicer than mine..
haha OH YA A BLOCK WON!! thats to our darling ol.
anw went out for my birthday yesterday.THANKS MARK! hehe i really had fun! uhuh,
i found a new reason to be happy its my birthday..
for now,only oli can make me smile!
omg DON GOOOOOOOOO!
he wrote me this really funny letter, here it goes.
dear vann,
how are you? im fine. What class are you in now? im in secomdary one now. i passed with flying colours for my PSLE. Who is your present boyfriend? if you dont have one, i could plan a date for you, you know. Are you still studying in MGS? What book are you readng now? Oh i forgot to ask you, did you pass with flyin colours? i cant wait to see you n the december holidays. Are you studying properly or are you still flirting with kids? I'll end this letter now okay? See ya on the december holiday.
yours truly,
oliver..
OMG HE MAKES ME MELT PLS! SO CUTEEE! im madl in love..WITH A CHILD..yuck>.<
haha.oh wells everyone is..heh.
oh HAPPY BDAY CHENN! I LOVEEE YOU!


2:29 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO IN LOVE WITH SHAWN! shawn rocks like crazy!
yesterday was filed with shawnshawnshawn..haha he makes me melt..he's so sweet..his smile..DIMPLES..omg he's perfect! i love shawn! SHAWNNN!
marry me shawn! hurr.I LOVEEEE YOU!
err i guess i love vincent too!
AND SHAWN! hehheh
I LOVEEE YOU


3:16 PM